The downs

A day spent contemplating on what to do...almost having a mid-life crisis. Ever felt like every decision you made was wrong and making them right seems like impossible?  What do you find your strength in to move on .... no one can insure you that the next step will be the right one.

Listening to my heart I left my home leaving lots of loose ends behind.....thinking i can start everything over. ...and I did...but its harder than I ever thought. But even the happy moments are bitter sweet with the feeling of that emptiness, of that hole called homesickness. Life just has so many twists and turns its better than any movie....For sure we are all have our crosses to bare and carry.... 

Gonna have a hot bubble bath and try to find the right "ending" for this crazy chapter.
BTW. Found this dirt cheap bubble bath at Ross last month(only $3.99). Smells deeeelish!